Not good enough x

''Don't even try to please everyone. It's just a waste of time trying to make everyone like you. Just be yourself, and stop being so insecure about everything. I've learned the hard way and in the end, some people are just so full of hate that no matter what you say or do, they'll always have something to say.''

The thing is, you really can't please everybody. There is bound to be somebody who doesn't like you. But then again, who's life are you living? You are living your own life, stop trying your hardest to please people when you can't even handle your own life well enough. You want to please everybody because you want to fit in. Like to be cool or something, but no. You would definitely have good friends or best friends that already accept and like you for who you are right? So it probably doesn't matter how you appeal to other people. These queer humans, they never seem pleased. You really don't have to care about what people think of it. Sometimes, I feel like a disappointment and I know it. Most days, despite the smile on my face, I just want to die. But this is society, you have to accept the fact that everyone will judge for you truly being who you are. Or would you rather people like you for being who you are not? It's like wearing a mask and acting like someone else just to gain attention. Learn to be good enough for yourself.
Remember, you decide who you are, society doesn't do that. Stop living a life under that mask and get the fuck out of it. I know what it's like to want to die just because you don't feel good enough for a particular person. How hard you try to fit in, but you simple can't. And how you hurt yourself on the outside, just kill the real you. But don't do that, think. Is it worth it all? If you never just try being yourself for a day, you wouldn't know how much you're worth.
Live your own life, the way you want it to be like.