Me on relationships x

Hey guys! Someone on formspring asked me to update my blog with something on relationships and this would be my take on relationships. :-)

Love. What does it mean? To me it means; Endless nights of cuddling with hot chocolate, h2h talks, no make-up on, sweatshirts/oversized tees. No sex, just lying on the bed, pouring all your feelings out. being really truthful and understanding each other. I want that kind of love but I don't even think that's possible.

I'm also like the rest of you all, I've also been through a couple of relationships too. It's normal, but I've not found the one that has really had me stay. It's like when I want to leave that person, he wouldn't do anything about it. I just need someone to pull me back and ask me to stay. You know that feeling? It's like once you've been through too much hurt, you're scared to be in any relationships. I've never been cheated on and I also don't cheat on people. But sometimes, I just end relationships because feelings fade. I mean, do you really want to stay in a relationship with someone you don't even love? No right? So i guess it's better to end it than to stay in a relationship that has no love and you're still hurting the person you love. People would always change after going through a rough patch/relationship. Don't ever fall for other people's sweet talks.
''I seem to fall for guys who I don't think will ever want me, or ones that I know I will never have. And I always go back to assholes that have hurt me before.''
Don't hang onto a person for too long, move on. There are a ton of better people out there, trust me. He/she isn't the only person in the whole entire world. There are at least a few billion people in this world and so, why are you hanging onto one person that doesn't even give you the tiniest bit of hope? It's time you gave up.